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Ketamine

I woke up in the hospital tripping my ass off. I was already psychotic, and the ketamine just made it worse. I was in a bad k-hole. I had the death type. I thought I was dead, and I was wheeled strapped to a bed from one hospital room to another forever. I still feel…

Excitement

I just bought a Toyota Tundra, and the excitement of the purchase has me asking, “Is this good feeling I’m feeling, too good?” People with bipolar will understand. For me, it’s hard to differentiate the feeling of excitement from the feeling of mania. I guess I’m just checking in with myself. I already spoke with…

Felony Menacing

So I went to bed that night and didn’t fall asleep. I drank a beer and decided it wasn’t good so I left her home and headed out. I winded around the mountains to the west of Colorado Springs. I was driving around the mountains. It was still early spring and the mountains had a…